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Choices and Path

 01:07 AM, 23/07/2024 As usual, night time is too precious to waste and I really like the calamity in spending alone time. Today's Pickleball is a lot of fun. Meet some more new people, talked, have fun - again it's still weird for me to socialized with adults. And again, as usual the question that I always get... what are you gonna do next? Where are you furthering your studies? What is your interest? What you gonna studies? Next, what is the job opportunities? Yeah, I get it. Environmental studies in not something common like medic, engineer or architecture. Accounting and laws and all sort of that. Most of the advice I received feels like discouragement. "Think twice" they would say. I do appreciate the criticism but I'm gonna lie, it do get in my head sometimes. Am I worthy to be interest and specialize in this kind of field? Am I confident enough? Or do I just wanna do this because I am not good in anything else? Does this profession suits me? Am I gonna do w...
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World, Word, Love

Cukup-cukuplah mencari kesempurnaan dalam cacat cela manusia, sebab aku tak nak kau kecewa. Dan cukup-cukuplah mencari kesempurnaan dalam Dunia, kerana ini bukan syurga.  - Budak Tomato, WOR[L]D - nothin much for tonite
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Nikos Kazantzakis

I have no idea to what write for now but I think it's good that I have such urge to keep writing- by that of course I mean typing- so I'm just gonna copy, take a note of some quotes worth to keep or maybe at least for aesthetic purpose. I will keep this updated each time I found a new one. And later on perhaps I can use it for Insta captions, sort of. This is what I thought at first until I realized the quotes I found were from same writer and he really caught my attention. So for todays night writing, I present to you... the Greek philosopher and writer, Nikos Kazantzakis. Once, I saw a bee drown in honey, and I understood. My soul comes from better worlds, and I have an incurable homesickness of the stars. If I were fire, I would burn; if I were a woodcutter I would strike. But I am a heart, and I love. The only thing I know is this: I am full of wounds and still standing on my feet.  Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. My entire soul is...
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Finest lines of AM

 Be cruel to me cause I'm a fool for you - Suck it and See  But she's not nice, she's pretty fucking far from nice She's looking at you funny rarely looking at you twice - Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweetheart I heard an unhappy ending, it sort of sounds like you leaving - Piledriver Waltz When she laughs, the heavens hum a stun gun lullaby - Reckless Serenade Oh darling, have you started feeling old yet Don't worry I'm sure that you're still breaking hearts - Love is A Laserquest to be updated...
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The Uncertainty

  Let’s see where this is going… because I need to get some things off my head. 15:40 8/7/2024 It’s been a day since we last met. Oh wait… let’s start from the beginning. I think it’s usual for a guy, a newly “adult” to be a little… umm, excited? (no, that’s not it)... to simply be interested in meeting new girls, having in mind that there’s maybe any chance of a relationship in the future. Of course I’m aware that I will most probably be the youngest in this program but I thought a small gap of age wouldn’t be any problem. That’s it… let’s skip this part because it’s just mostly a regular interaction most of the time… while I’m trying to set a professional mindset and resisting stupid and immature thoughts about girls and relays especially with someone you just met. And then, and then, and then… A week passed by, I got to know a lot about you. Your background, interest, personality… For now, let’s skip this part too for the reason; I can’t think of good ways to tell and I wanted t...
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Bismillah... day 1

 A random feeling or urge came for me to write something... yet I have no idea what to say. Might just leave this here - oddcoffee
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