Ruang Kopi

 01:07 AM, 23/07/2024 As usual, night time is too precious to waste and I really like the calamity in spending alone time. Today's Pickleball is a lot of fun. Meet some more new people, talked, have fun - again it's still weird for me to socialized with adults. And again, as usual the question that I always get... what are you gonna do next? Where are you furthering your studies? What is your interest? What you gonna studies? Next, what is the job opportunities? Yeah, I get it. Environmental studies in not something common like medic, engineer or architecture. Accounting and laws and all sort of that. Most of the advice I received feels like discouragement. "Think twice" they would say. I do appreciate the criticism but I'm gonna lie, it do get in my head sometimes. Am I worthy to be interest and specialize in this kind of field? Am I confident enough? Or do I just wanna do this because I am not good in anything else? Does this profession suits me? Am I gonna do w...

Cukup-cukuplah mencari kesempurnaan dalam cacat cela manusia, sebab aku tak nak kau kecewa. Dan cukup-cukuplah mencari kesempurnaan dalam Dunia, kerana ini bukan syurga.  - Budak Tomato, WOR[L]D - nothin much for tonite

I have no idea to what write for now but I think it's good that I have such urge to keep writing- by that of course I mean typing- so I'm just gonna copy, take a note of some quotes worth to keep or maybe at least for aesthetic purpose. I will keep this updated each time I found a new one. And later on perhaps I can use it for Insta captions, sort of. This is what I thought at first until I realized the quotes I found were from same writer and he really caught my attention. So for todays night writing, I present to you... the Greek philosopher and writer, Nikos Kazantzakis. Once, I saw a bee drown in honey, and I understood. My soul comes from better worlds, and I have an incurable homesickness of the stars. If I were fire, I would burn; if I were a woodcutter I would strike. But I am a heart, and I love. The only thing I know is this: I am full of wounds and still standing on my feet.  Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. My entire soul is...

 Be cruel to me cause I'm a fool for you - Suck it and See  But she's not nice, she's pretty fucking far from nice She's looking at you funny rarely looking at you twice - Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweetheart I heard an unhappy ending, it sort of sounds like you leaving - Piledriver Waltz When she laughs, the heavens hum a stun gun lullaby - Reckless Serenade Oh darling, have you started feeling old yet Don't worry I'm sure that you're still breaking hearts - Love is A Laserquest to be updated...

  Let’s see where this is going… because I need to get some things off my head. 15:40 8/7/2024 It’s been a day since we last met. Oh wait… let’s start from the beginning. I think it’s usual for a guy, a newly “adult” to be a little… umm, excited? (no, that’s not it)... to simply be interested in meeting new girls, having in mind that there’s maybe any chance of a relationship in the future. Of course I’m aware that I will most probably be the youngest in this program but I thought a small gap of age wouldn’t be any problem. That’s it… let’s skip this part because it’s just mostly a regular interaction most of the time… while I’m trying to set a professional mindset and resisting stupid and immature thoughts about girls and relays especially with someone you just met. And then, and then, and then… A week passed by, I got to know a lot about you. Your background, interest, personality… For now, let’s skip this part too for the reason; I can’t think of good ways to tell and I wanted t...